i do appreciate my friends thinking about me when they need advice, but sometimes i don't have what they are looking for.

ive never had a boyfriend.

yes. im almost 19 and haven't had a boyfriend yet.

is there something wrong with that?

i don't think so.

then you come to me saying how awesome it was to hook up with someone.

i don't care about that. that is your own business.

there are plenty of reasons why i haven't had one.

i personally think the most important one is that i'm almost 19.

19 is still really young.

secondly no guy ever looks at me twice. the only guy who ever looked at me differently...well that is a story for another time.

i'm always immediately put in the 'friend zone' because i'm not pretty enough, outgoing enough, or willing to make out them at the drop of a hat.

that's not who i am.

i accept that about myself.

and if i end up living a lonely life?

i've always loved cats. :)

xoxo

Becca300

"True love begins when nothing is looked for in return." -Antoine de Saint-Exupery