Alas, the darkness lifts and I see the light.  After almost a year I return to the fold. Life hasn't changed much other than I now have a puppy who is the sole reason I have been out of action. Damn thing trashed my pc at the same time he cocked his leg for the first time! Taken me a year to be able to replace the pc, but gaming has still kept me warm on those cold wintry nights.

Still with the same girl, a record for me. She isn't a gamer but pobodys nerfect! Great gal, really sweet.

Puppys called Brachen, I thinks its from olde England, means moss or something like that I am told.

C ya all soon!!

Okay, maybe it's a bit premature to be using the L word, but this new gal makes me feel alive with joy. I really am happy. something I'd forgotten was possible. And a big shout goes out to shadow rose and mnrunner, for without their advice I may never of had the courage to make the first move with my gal who is now my lobster.

I now have several friends, most of whom I have met through the wonderful Pm. Two in particular stand out as being important to me as I have talked to them a lot and feel comfortable with them already. they make me feel like I may not be the weirdo I thought I was. Have met a lady who seems to share my interests in the real world also. I'ts all go. She really makes me feel like I'm walking on Sunshine (breaks out into song before an army of men in white coats come to take me away). Lifes good and this site is cool.

Soo many days without cyber contact, senses playing tricks, considering logging off and experiencing real life. Sent numerous requests, no-one replied. Maybe I am all alone. If anyone is reading this, please pm me so I know I'm not in some kind of Matrix like dream. Purr-leese.

I feel myself surrenderring to the dark side with every passing moment. How I long for company. I have ranked up, been awarded botht he good taste and old school awards, but still find no love from my gaming bretherin. Oh, the shame!!

Still no sign of life anywhere on this godforsaken website. Still wondering whether or not there is any hope. Without human contact soon I may not make it through the next week or two!!

Need.........water..........bomb's!

Have tried to make contact with numerous people (you know who you are)

No responses. Supplies are running low, may have to open the emergency M&M's soon.

Am beginning to question the efectiveness of my new deodarant. The geek in the store swore that it would attract new friends, even over the net.

Losing the will to type. Is there anybody out there? Perhaps I am all alone? Can anybody find me? Please????