A pc gamer is a rare breed of gamer that I one day hope to become. Maybe not the crazy frantical kind that troll forums or anything to that nature but the kind that owns a gaming rig that looks close to a priceless painting rather then a not so cool looking tower I have sitting on my bedroom floor at this very moment.
That very thought is humorious to me for some odd reason; not because I don't think its possible but more to the accord that many young guys my age are more interested in graduating from college or landing that perfect job or are busy preparing to be married and settling down. But for myself I find that I don't have any plans other then living. Truthfully I can say I'm going on to my twenty-six year of life, My weight is only a hundred and five pounds which for a man is rather disgraceful; and well I have failed college three different times inwhich I've decided to not ever go back. If a value of a person is weighed in thee eyes of a stranger I often times ponder on what my worth would be on a glance. So even if I face a uncertain horizon before me I still dream dreams just like anyone else does.
I know that I will never make a great living or visit interesting places but I either way decided that I would make a list of things that I will save up for and purchase to make whatever how many years I have to live more pleasureable I guess you can say. For right now there is only three things on my list, inwhich the first one is that I wish to have a place of my very own to live. It can be a barn for all I care but a small home is better then none at all. My second is to own one customized car that I have done myself that will be with me till I die or crash to tiny pieces whatever the case may be. The last is my gaming rig inwhich is silly to think about because pcs become useless so fast nowadays but hey why not huh?
A gaming pc I've always have heard is very expensive and boy isn't that a understatement. I really had no idea till today how much they were just because I had no interest in buying a new pc till I had a problem with mine after my purchase of Shogun Total War 2 for my current pc. You see my tower isn't bad its a 2.8 ghz processor, with 4gig ram, with a gts 450 geforce graphic card in it inwhich isn't very old either. I can do most things with it till I found out that my computer had limits and issues. Sins of a Solar Empire I find that I can't play huge single player maps cause my pc fps rate drops down to a crawl. Dawn of War 2 will play on my pc but barely just because the game crashes like most of the time for some reason and well now today with shogun total war. I thought it was time to just sli my graphic card with a twin 450 gts but I thought that maybe it was just my processor that could be the problem inwhich honestly I have no idea if it is because I paid someone to put the gts card in so yeah I'm not sure at all. So yeah now I'm playing the do I really wanna update my pc mental games or not sorta thing.
Anyways I could type forever but I'm getting tired so I'm gonna take off and take a nap so thanks forreading and I post some more of my thoughts another day...