Well, hello friends. I got back from testing like 30 minutes ago. I'm so tired, but, I can't go to sleep because the medicine they gave me won't work to it's full potential unless I'm active, to get the blood pumping.

My little brother is making me sad because every 10 minutes he comes in my room crying asking me not to die. *sigh* being in the hospital sucks. And it's freakin' cold in here, because my bare @ss is out in plain site.

Oh, almost forgot. Before I went into testing, my druggy mother comes out of freakin' nowhere!!! WTF!! She comes in wailing her arms saying poor baby.:roll:

I didn't buy her act. Then, she comes in the room and whispers, I need some money. OMFG!!!! I'm in the damn hospital, and she's asking for money!!!!:x

I tell her no, and she losses it. Screaming saying I'm no good and blah, blah, blah. I really wasn't listening until my mother called my girlfriend and my little brother a b****. That made so mad!!!! So, I took all those wires off and got into a big argument with her. God!!!!!! She finally leaves, barely, she couldn't even walk straight!!

I freakin' knew she was high. My mom, is a meth addic. She's been on the stuff since I remember. I wanted her to go to rehab. A really nice one where she'll get special care. So I raised money and took loads out of my paycheck, to pay. She goes, and runs away the next freakin' day!!!!

Don't get me wrong, I love my mom. But, if she, starves you and takes all the money to pay for her stuff, while your fathers away, you change.

Anyway, that got me riled up, so they had to calm e down to get me ready for the test. Well, guess what happens. A stress induced asthma attack happens thats what!!! AAAARRGGG!!

I need a hug. ~sniff~