If I wasn't from this planet, that could explain why I don't get along with anyone.

Don't get me wrong; there are a few people here and there who I like and (I think) like me fairly well. But the ****** fact is I don't belong in this world. I constantly find myself frustrated at society in general, I always seem to be the one with the "wrong" opinions, and I don't see myself going forward in this life. Is there even a point in going forward for me here? Would this world really not be better off without me? Would I really not be better off without this world? I can imagine people have taken their own lives for similar reasons. I tell myself I'm not giving up and that taking my own life is not an option. Why do I keep telling myself that? Why do I need to tell myself that? I don't want to die, I just want to go away, to leave this flawed planet, to find a place somewhere in the universe where I'm not an outcast.

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