College acceptance letters for the Universities of California started coming out this month. I just got my acceptance for the University of California, San Diego :D I'm glad that I know I'll be going somewhere at least. But with this, like many of the accomplishments in my life, I can't let myself be completely happy. I'm definitely proud of myself for getting in, but I don't feel like I deserve it since I'm transferring from a community college and it's 1000 times easier than getting in out of high school. I feel like I'm taking a spot from a high school senior who probably deserves it a lot more. But screw them! If I got accepted then it means I deserve to attend!

I'm still waiting to hear from UC Santa Barbara, Irvine, and Los Angeles. I wouldn't really say I'm waiting for LA though since I have no chance in hell of getting in. If I get into UCSB then I'm going to have a tough time deciding between that and UCSD. Not a single person I know wants me to go to SB because they don't think its my type of school, but I really want to go. There have been many times in my life where I haven't done something I wanted to do because other people would react negatively (I don't mean like I wanted to rob a house and people said no. Small innocent stuff). That's something I need to work on