hey everybody. um... there are 2 conlusions I came up with when i was in English class one day (which i dreadfully hate. and our teacher isn't all that great either). anyway, here r the conlusions.

1) I don't have the courage to talk to anyone!! i barely talk in my classes and everybody else ALWAYS have something to talk about!! I swear it's like they go to each others' house every other day, which they probably don't. ALL I DO is play video games all day and not care about anything else in the world (at that time). my friends barely come over and NEVER call me!! who am i Hannah? (girl in my school that gets on me and my friends nerves). by the way tancred i don't call u that much because eric barely comes over. i just like both of u coming over and not just one of u. anyway, another reason of this is because my friends don't do much either. i also wish to have the courage to ask a girl out. (sorry to bang u guys with this. I'm in a bad mood right now). most of u know how hard it is to do this so i won't say much more about this. she probably knows i like her but like the shy girl she is she won't talk to me about it. I'M TIRED OF THIS AND I'M HOPING TO HAVE THAT COURAGE SOMEDAY!!!

2) this one is probably the result of my first one. I PLAY VIDEO GAMES TOO MUCH!! (surprised)? it's all i ever worry about and the only thing i do in my free time. i never do anything exciting or do something outgoing which is what i should be doing. but my friends aren't outgoing either. but why am i complaining about this? because i go to bed very late, i ignore my dad's chores that he asks me to help him with and i don't (i get payed to do the chores), and turn out to do homework until 11:00p.m. I DON'T WANT THAT ANYMORE!!!!! i want to change!!! a lot!!!

BTW guys i'm SOOOOO sorry to complain at u guys. this is the only place that i get my feelings out so, u'll have to face them.

Oh and there is this awesome guitar on youtube that plays cannon rock. His name's Jerry C. an asian dude. u have to watch, or listen. Cannon Rock

also what does FTW mean? later.

CRman930