okay SOOOO much drama has happend since my last blogs !! Okay well i'm not friends with Kaylah anymore !!!! It's sorta my fault but she is just a total b*tch. Okay well this is what happend She is going out with this guy Shane that i really liked and she knew i was gonna go out with him and so w/e i didnt really care because this hotter guy Matt asked me out so i was okay. But before i went out with matt i was pretty mad about Kaylah going out with Shane and so i was with Faith and we recorded like me getting mad like so i could here what a "selfish b*tch" i was being as Faith put it. any way i said so much sh*t and so i thought Faith delted it off her phone and she forgot so she was over Kaylah's house because She's really good friends with taylor Kaylah's older sister and Taylor heard the recording and sent it to kaylah and kaylah FLIPED OUT !!! Like i was screaming on the phone !! and like so now im not talking 2 her because she said sooo many mean things i'll put what she emailed me

Gaysee-

We've been through so much that this is the worst ending. What hurts me the most is what a total b*tch you can be. Yu knew who much i luved Shane but my happieness isnt enough for yu. Yu just want things for yu and thats sad. Yu get every guy i couldnt just have 1 ??? Yu should be scared because i know every secret everything thats ever happend to yu and yur gonna just be a b*tch like this ?? Well watch out sweety yu wont even kno whats gonna happen to yu !! Before i go crazy on yur a$$ let me get a couple things off my chest that i have been wanting to say and since we arent friends anymore i can tell yu. yur a wh0re, seriously yu better slow down what yur doing yur to young !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Giving guys head when yur in 5th grade is seriously a problem !!!!!! dont fallow in Aylins foot steps !! She snorted coke(sp) off a guys dick at yur age and i wouldnt be surprised if yu have done it before 2 !!!! Taking pictures in just thongs on ms WTF is that all about do yu think thats hott ??????? its just gross !!!! Yu need help !!! Like go to a theripist yu anorexic drug smoking wh0re !!! I hope yu die and please stay the f*ck away from shane !!!! If yu do anything with him then their will be a problem !!! okay so go like finger yurself or what ever yu do when yur bord !!!!

i cut a lot out of that but from what yu read isnt she a b*tch ???? like none of that is true !!!! anyway and i also found out my friend lyssa is bulimic i cought her throwing up in my bathroom it was so sad because i used to be bulimic so we just sat their and cryed for soooo long about it and i felt so bad because like she thinks shes fat and shes not and idk i was crying because like my sister is anorexic and my other 1 is bulimic and i was bulimic and its just like scarey because i jusat think im so fat and i hate eating and it just sucks because like i have to comfort my sisters and now alyssa and really i want someone to help me and im being a hyprocrit !! But like i just hate this sooo much because liek i have so many more things going on that im not goign top say here btu if you want to PM me maybe i'll tell you. yeah im done talking byeeee