Well, that's some list. I don't know all of you, but, I guess, have a nice life. I'm just feeling tired right now. So tired. I just want to lie down in the snow like Kanzaki Urumi and sleep.

Delicate line between heaven and earth
The calm of the ages, all the world's worth
Such minuscule measure, while we think it so grand
Just five specks of smallness, This soft quiet land.

So frail and so fleeting, in the end you will see
Simple dreams were Horatio's philosophy
For all the truth, all creation, all secrets of yore
Can be told in an instant, by then they're no more.

Ah, the unexplainable, all worries unsettled, heartache unresolved
All questions unanswered, with death, shall be solved
We already teeter, this sheer cliff so high
When we fall to corruption, insecurities die.

To end is to start; to surrender is to know
Despair and depression, together they grow
Hope shall meet the hopeless
When there's nowhere to go.

If I must, I shall. For the moment though, I'll let my fingers play music a little longer. Do you hear me, Mommy? Even though Aufeya and I, we never knew you, you were always close in our hearts. Now sister dearest is with you. And maybe my turn will be soon.

So very... tired. Hold my hand a little longer, brother. I love you. These 27 years, so quickly they go. We should have met sooner, yes? They listen but don't hear. They look but don't see.

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Sorry guys, I'll post something else later. Not in the mood to talk now. Want to sleep. Tv white noise.