The following is a compilation of what happened from sept 16th to the 20th...many things happened those days, some good some bad... most very profound...but i didnt get to writing them down for i was really not in the mood and some days I forgot about writing, some other days i wasnt just in the mood... as i said, i lived may emotions this long weekend, so here are the highlights from those days... i think this diary is getting very interesting...
The only memorable thing that happened on the 16th was that apart from being "independence day" here on mexico i did mostly...nothing...lol... later in the evening Daniel came to my house and we went to buy some tickets for a movie called "The Eye"...since it was a holyday we went ahead of time to ensure we would get tickets... and well, also to see if i could get a glimpse of Viridiana... but you can pretty much guess what happened... we then came back and played the good old nintendo on my XBox...cool... later at night we went to watch that movie and were joined there by Luis later on, the movie´s not very good... one more to the list of "x" movies...
Then came friday quite a busy day! In the morning i went to my Reiki II class with Catita, it was cool, I learnt how to meditate better use colors for healing,etc...then came back home and went with my family to Coyoacan to eat some chinese food, we had a real nice time...then almost on our way out i came across one of my favorite teachers in the whole world, she was my kinder teacher when i was 5 years old, she immediately remembered about me!! that was really cool...later that day i went to the bazar with Daniel to give em a dvd to burn my downloaded roms... after that we went to buy tickets for "The Village" since it was sure to be one crowded day at the movies! and in the way there I also got a glimpse of the hot dog place, to see if I could see Viridiana... and once again...nothing...does she even work there? did i just make her up?... we then came back home and played good ol´NES; Double Dragon III, Contra, Punch Out it was so cool...we then went to the movies and saw M.Night Shyamalan´s "The Village", as every movie he has ever made, I loved it!!... after that came the interesting part, since the day after that was Luis´ bday, we went to a nightclub called "Bodo" he, and two friends of his (Ana and Melissa) and had a ...shall we say..."nice" time?... actually I had a pretty bad time in there, i just CANT go to nightclubs anymore, I dont really like dancing (unless i actually "have" someone to dance with...not just randomly), i dont drink, i dont smoke, and all in all i dont like the atmosphere of those places, full of hormone-anxious young kiddos everywhere, trying to score anything that moves anyway possible...i guess im never going back to a nightclub EVER again... the worst part? i dunno why, but Lorena kept coming back to my mind over and over an over... all I had advanced in the past 2 months got back to me in that place... we were the last ones to leave the nightclub...imagine that...it was at 5 in the morning... it suffices to say i didnt have the best of nights (if it can even be considered a night by then...)
On saturday it all started slowly thank God... I played a while in the morning and got bored quite fast so I decided to go... yeah... you know where, to the hot dog place... well i also went to see if there where any cheap tennis shoes somewhere around there... and so I did... and guess what... SHE WAS THERE!...and for the first time in the entire week i was DEFINTIELY not in the mood to go and meet her...it had MUCH to do with my "nightclub" experience and how it had resurfaced some of the "L" memories...and so I left with a smile in my face, knowing that she was there... but did nothing...Later that day there was a huge gathering here, we ate Chilli beans, Daniel came, Luis came, we celebrated his bday, even my cousin Domingo came, and had a great time... later that day we all went to the a Billiard (even my cousin came!) and had a real nice time, played a lot, listened to some great music...nice day, after that we went to have some dinner in a Taco place, and then went to sleep, i REALLY needed sleeping...
Then came a very slow sunday... but a very needed one after all the things that had been happening on that long weekend...basically nothing happened in the morning, went to the bazar to pick my games up and as usual they werent ready yet... so i came back home... the came lunch time and i suggested we eat some fast food to avoid cooking, so next thing you know i was heading to....yeap, the hot dog place...lol... and went there, bought some BK to my mom and got me a burger...guess what? ...she was not there... obviously... man...later inthe evening i read some very interesting things about masterhood from master Kryon and then went to plaza again to buy the shoes i had seen the day before... and so i went and bought them...so...i was there, why not give it a try going to see if she was there... and guess what... she WAS there again! but she seemed very busy counting some money or something, and as I was thinking what to do, my cel phone rang and it was my mom... Daniel was at my place and waiting for me... and so again I left...she never noticed i was there... but i was happy to see her... and so I came back here and watched the best movie ever... "The Empire Strikes Back" on DVD...it was soooo cool...we had a great time...
And so we come to monday...not much happened (why do i always say that?) in the morning, but one thing sure happened and it was that Pablo came and we kept writing the story...it is coming along SO well, i love it...then came the so-so part of the day and not much happened...until later in the evening when i decided i had nothing to do and went to plaza satelite to take a walk...and so i walked and walked until i got to the food court and went by the hot dog place to see if she was there so i could got and make my move...but, as you can pretty much imagine, she wasnt, so i walked and walked more... until i decided to go and seat in the food court and watch the hot dog place for a while, i was there about half an hour just sitting, and she obviously never came...but i thought a lot, and made my mind about calling master Kirael later that evening again...and so the night came and my call to master Kirael again...he was happy to hear from me and said i sounded very happy and well, and told him that about half an hour before calling him, i had gotten a phone call offering me a job and was very happy to anounce him that (that job offer came to me "coincidentaly" thanks to my ex ex gf!!...lol)...he immediately told me it was so nice, but that i shouldnt consider it THE job or anything like that...he said it was just one of many steps...And so came my question, and i questioned him about my current "sentimental" situation, asked him if there was a way for me to move on, or get past my "L" issue or anything like that...i told him i knew i was going through a big change in my life, especially in my heart... and so began his explanation...he told me that he felt i had a great love energy for this female energy (Lorena) and that i had given it with all my love, but that i wasnt anymore, he also said that i should get prepared for there was a big bump coming in my way, which basically was her coming back into my life and trying to get back into it...i was shocked... she is coming back to me?!?! why would that EVER shock me or be of any trouble??... he said there was something else which was going to shock me and cause me great trouble or joy in its time... he said there is another energy coming towards me..an energetic pattern that is VERY close to me and that has been searching for me for a very very long time, he said i should be patient, and in the case Lorena did come back to me, make PRETTY MUCH sure that she was changed, in mind and soul before accepting going back with her and that at least he was hoping i WASNT going back to her for there was this great other person coming to me very soon... TALK ABOUT GETTING ME CONFUSED!!!!!!! It was a great moment... i could feel his energy... wow...
Im still thinking about that...trying not to think and to let go and feel...i dreamt with Lorean yesterday, i dreamt we came back together and it was horrible, we didnt care about each other...more on this when i have more to tell, for now, that is all for this big entry... is it just me or are MANY things happening to me all of a sudden?