Other than fixing some things up for the radio show at night, i spent much time of the day drawing Elena...i impressed on how much i have improved my skills!!!
I also chatted with Jenny for a while, as nice as always!
Later that day i watched the movie i had rented and turned out to be a REAL good movie! (Avalon, by Mamoru Oshii)
That night we went to the EVA Radio show and even took my sister as a special guest, i think it was the best show we´ve made so far! LOTS of calls, lots of good moments, lots of info! everyone liked it!!! I think we´re finally going on the right track!! (me included!)
That night i had a MOST peculiar dream... i dreamt i got married, but i SWEAR it felt SO real... there were so many feelings involved... id say all of them good!... the strange thing was i got married with whom i suppose was Lorena, but had something "else" to her... it was here, but not quite...she was physically very similar but yet not quite her... my feelings where those of joy, those of happiness, yet there was this strange feeling or at least i knew i was getting pushed by her to get married, i knew she was the one that was "leading" the relationship the way she wanted, and i did nothing about it... yet was happy where i was... it was a very long dream (i suppose days and even weeks transcurred in it) and in one ocasion we went to a ex-kipling students meeting were many old faces poped up (including people i never even talked to during those days!) i remember hugging everyone and being very happy, and i also remember watching my hand and seeing i was wearing my wedding ring, and it gave me such a "fullfilled" feeling... it was really nice and strange, i remember thinking what my friends there would think if they saw me wearing that ring... my wife was there somewhere, but i kept having this "figure" of her as being a very harsh person, yet very loving with me... it was really strange... the in some other moment she would "call my attention" by telling me that it was wrong for me to go hugging and kissing her around all day all time, that it made the situation less interesting that way, and told me she didnt want me to do that all the time...and all of a sudden i would just give her a big happy hug, and she would reply by kissing me so sweetly on the head, telling me that THAT was the way to do it! But also telling me that I should not abuse that... by the way, i THINK we were living in my house while we found another one... what a Vivid dream...what a strange feeling... what are all these dreams trying to tell me!!!!
I hope i REALLY find an answer to all this!