OK, so here's the lowdown. I'm actually not bad at anyone this time, and no one's mad at anyone else either. Here's the problem: Jonathon is like insanely in love with me and I still like Cody... Normally I'd be like yeah, whatever, but it's more than that. I'm almost positive that Cody (the Pennsylvania one) doesn't like me back. Alexa went out with Jonathon for like a day, and then she dumped him and made him feel horrible and he was like emo or something for a little while and I had to pick up the pieces. And I know that if I go out with Jonathon, when the relationship eventually runs its course, I know I'll be the one to break up with him, because he's too much of a wuss. There's a part of me that does sort of want to go out with him, but there's that part that still likes Cody. Jonathon's been pretty moody lately, and keeps asking about "how things are with Cody." The weird little dude even told me he would jump in front of an ATV for me. While flattering, it is kinda creepy... So here's what I tihnk I'm gonna do. I'm going to talk to Cody, and ask him what he thinks I should do. The only two people whose opinions really matter to me are Cody's and Bryson's. And partially B's. She's my BFF, but she doesn't always think things through, so sometimes her opinions are a little off... But anyway, if Cody says I should go out with Jonathon, I will. If by some miraculous stretch of the imagination, he breaks down and confesses his love for me and wants me back, then I'm going back to Cody. AND IT'S NOT A PITY DATE!!!!!!! When I told Bryson about it, that's what she called it, and it is not!!!