Oh wow, I can't believe I let him do that. I think I'm gonna throw up. OK, so Jonathan was being uber emo and annoying today and it was mostly because he was still mad that I turned him down. So then he was like, I need something to make me feel better. So I told him I would do it, except go out with him. So then Jonathan said OK, and then he hugged me!!! And it wasn't any old "oh look at us, we're buddies" hug! No, it was like that episode of Fruits Basket where Kyo decided he didn't ever wanna be away from Tohru again and flat out grabbed her! Like this:

It was so nasty! Jonathan's like my bro! This is gonna sound really mean, but this is how I decided I would not date Jonathan. I pictured Cody G. (MY LOVE!) kissing another girl. I felt like I wanted to smash her face in! :D I pictured Jonathan kissing another girl and I was like, "Aw, how cute!" And then I pictured me kissing Cody and I nearly peed my pants out of excitement, and then I pictured myself kissing Jonathan and I...kinda threw up a little...in my mouth...