Don't read this, this is just me typing random stuff. I guess you can read it if you wanna. What the hell, do whatever you want.

Well I'm just typing a blog because I'm tired of working on my family history project and I'm waiting for Cody to log in online. I do love him, but the feeling is currently one sided. He doesn't even like me like that. I know, because after I send him that email telling him that "if I died tomorrow, I don't think I could rest in peace until you know how I felt about you", I asked him if he liked me too, and then he beat around the bush for a while, and I told him if he didn't tell me, I would bite him the next time he came to IN, and then he said that he just liked me as a friend, and I said that was OK. And then he used that weird Harry Potter analogy with Harry and Ginny, but whatev. Anyway, some way or another, the sibject of falling in love always comes up. Every single friggin' time! And I'm usually not the one who starts it, neither! So last night we were on IM until 1 AM and then he had to go because he was supposed to be in bed and was still up, but "his brother" asked me if I'd ever kissed a guy, at least Cody said his brother asked. So I told him the truth. I kissed Lucas once in 2nd grade, but that doesn't really count, and Alec kissed me on the cheek a time or two. And then Cody started complaining that he's the only person on the entire planet that's never kissed someone. Hellz, I would kiss him! Jake (his bro, well, step bro) seems to know that I like Cody because when they came back to IN for the festival, Jake wouldn't shut up about Cody being a single dude and never having a girlfriend and all sorts of BS. Well, I'm gonna go. My family tree awaits.