i told cody about the jonathon issue and told him i needed advice from an unbiased party, and he sounded like he knew what he was talking about. this is what he said:

i no what u mean u want to tell ur friends stuff like that and they just dont understand and dont care

he sounded like he was leading up to something, but then just kinda fizzed out. we talked for a while, and i told him that i thought maybe i would give jonathon a chance and he just blew it off like he didn't care. he doesn't love me and i don't think he ever wil.