After the storm to days ago that scared me to pieces, I've decided to come back. I'm a little moody today because I promised God I wouldn't complain about going to church today if he let us keep our house, and he did, so I kept my promise. So I was forced to go to church today, and I despised it more than ever because I couldn't complain about it! :evil: I think the one thing that bugs me most about church is how it's all "happy goody two shoes one big family". We go inside the building, and everyone is smilling, save for me, I look bored as hell. Then everyone greets us. I don't talk to anyone unless they talk to me first, that's the rule. And lucky for me, no one hardly ever talks to me except for those super happy people that talk to everyone. I don't like any of the other kids my age that go there. The only one exactly my age is Lucas, and I DON'T LIKE HIM, BUT I DON'T HATE HIM, BRYSON!!! I'm not mad at you, I'm just trying to get my point across that just because we're not friends and we don't like ach other does not mean we hate each other! There's some kids a grade above me, and I sort of like Chelsea and Jessica and Shelby OK, but the boys are really annoying and Chelsea and Jessica and Shelby are pretty cliquey. They're nice, they just leave me out a lot. As for the grade below me, I like Audrey and Sidney (not the Princess), but they're best buddies, and sometimes I don't think they like me too much. My mom thinks I'm best friends with them just because she's friends with Audrey's mom. I DO like Jeremy VERY much! He's a grade below me, but he's really hot. Unfortunately, he's still got the attitude of a five year old creaton. T_T But over all I don't like going to church and I wish my parents would let me stay home like they used to.