As stated above this is my first blog. Ive always heard about "big-shots" getting started with creating a blog. So why not try it myself? So what can I talk about? Lets start with the present. As I sit here chewing crushed Ice I wonder when I will get my big break? Theres alot of things I wanted to do before I leave this world but no Real opportunities have shown themselves, at least not an a form I can recognize. But no one said that they were going to be handed to me I have to find them, I have to take them.

I've always wanted to be an actor but how do you really get into that stuff without being scammed or spending a load of money? Ive been told countless times that I could be an actor and I want to try for myself. Most Actors are adored, famous, rich, three things that I love. But most people my age dont really have a good track record. They go out drinking all night, get caught for drug use, or just stuff that really isn't worth it. If you get paid at the very least 75,000 a movie why would you ruin that? Most people in this world dont even make 75 dollars there entire life. Its sad that people in this world are suffering with no food, no family, no way to survive but we have people here who are stuck making the decision of wheter they want to drive the red ferrari or the black one. But I would love to be one of those people.

Another thing Ive always wanted to do is race. For some reason I just find racing to be one of the most interesting things in this life. Almost all forms of racing I enjoy (except Nascar). They get to travel the world, doing the things that there best at and get to drive really nice and high powered cars. Of course i still don't have a car right now but when I do the first thing I hope to get into is drifting. The art of getting sideways has always fascinated me. To me its more than driving its sort of like art.

As you noticed Ive only posted things about my dreams what about myself? Sometimes I don't see myself as being important. To me I'd rather hear about your story then to talk about mine. But since this is my blog I can talk about what I want so lets get started. My name Is Devon. I was born in the state of Ohio city of Cleveland. My family and I have moved around alot so many times I lost count. Every time I leave what I call home I feel as if a part of me has gone away. Right now I feel empty whether it be of the moves or some of the people that I call "Friends" I don't know. But on the subject of "Friends" I sometimes find that I dont have "Friends" more like people who aren't sick of my company. In my situation "friends" are people who can hold a conversation, ask them for homework help, but that's it. When the day is over my "Friends" disappear. One day I would like to have a true friend someone who no matter what happens I can still count on them to have my back.Is that too much to ask for? A true friend?

But since I move alot I sometimes feel as if I missed that true friend mark. Im already in High School and every ones already formed there grouping of people and no matterwhat I do I just don't fit in. I remember in 8th grade we had to go on this field trip and for lunch we stopped at a mall. So I am not the kind of person who makes the seating arrangement Ill sit where ever I'm invited. So I get my foodthen I look at both sides of the food court on one side was white people and on the other sidewere black people. The color of my skin maybe brown but I do not act like something Im not I was raised to be respectful, honest, gentleman like, everything that my 8th gradewanna be gansterpopulation was not. So naturally they felt that im a trader that Im trying to be a "White Boy" so of course they didnt like me. So then I looked at the other side and I seen why there table was filled with whites they didnt want to accept anyone that wasn't like them. So I sat in the middle. That moment was when I realised that I was alone.

Today I sat around watching a marathon of Law and Order SVU. I love that show out of all the Law and Orders that has to be my favorite. So I did that until another show came on followed by another then I decided that I might play my xbox for a bit. Since I have a tournament match comming up I thought I should practice the track a little more. Ive been practicing for about 2 full days and Im confident that Ill make it pass the next round but as I drive around the track I just get so bored I cant keep going further. I dont think its because im so use to the track its just that Im not really interested in gaming as I used to. For some reason Im just not interested in much anymore.

I countinue my blog because I have nothing else to do. Heres what Im NOT gonna post about; The Amount of lemmings in system wars is pretty annoying. They think that Uncharted 2 will be the greatest game ever made but they fail to realise that graphics aren't everything. Thats what Im not gonna say. What i want to say is where do I find someone to buy my idea for a video game? I would post my idea but I dont want someone to look here and start making money but heres a little hint its a survival horror adventure game. Heres a picture hint.

What do all these trucks have in common? (The last is froma cancelled show)