Well today [March 17th, 2009]marks the one month that my Tom and I have been dating!! So you all can probably guess I'm super duper happy!! :D He really is an amazing guy!! ^_^

To be completely honest here, I have had a thing for him for quite a while!! xD I was like instantly attracted to him the first time we talked. Crazy, yes I know, but ever so true!! xD He intrigued me like no other else has before. :D His personality is really one of a kind and nothing I have ever seen before. Lol. I so couldn't pass him up...xD

And it is true....I kept throwing compliments at him and they just bounced off him...xD Lol. Which thank goodness he decided to finally stop being obtuse and figure it out. I was probably smitten with him for quite a few months now...and it just got more intense as the more we got to know eachother. I felt connected to him the first we talked actually. I opened up to him really easily...and in which case is odd. Because like him, I have really bad trusting issues and people seeing me vulnerable. But with him, that trust came easily and I really did open up to him really quickly. :D

I feel really connected to him as well. :D He really changed my life from the very beginning. We both were dating other people but I knew there was a connection between us and I wouldn't give up until I had him by my side...sooner or later. xD I mean if you remember my relationship with Jeffrey...it wasn't really healthy at all. And Tom helped me through that hard ordeal I had to go through. He really has been a help from the start. :D He so means everything to me as well!! ^_^ He is such a big part of my life!! :D And I know we'll make it through this long distance relationship. Which seems to be getting harder and harder as the time passes, but I just keep reminding myself that we'll be together soon. :D And it just gets closer to when we will be!! ^_^

I just want him to know that I am always here for him and I shall stick by his side through thick and thin!! ^_^ I seriously couldn't have asked for a better guy!! :D He really makes me feel special and beautiful! ^_^ Especially when he gives me that look that he always does over msn video call!! xD It makes my whole body tingle!! Lol. I love you so much Tom!! And I hope to spend the rest of my life with you too! :D It'll definitely be a happy one with you by my side!!

And here's a poem I wrote especially for you babie. :oops:

I am the turquoise sea
And you, the bright azure sky
So far away, so far apart;
Seperated by many, many miles
But still side by side,
Our longing hearts wait.

Love dances within our souls,
Gleaming like a crimson moon;
Mornings like nights,
Endlessly bright, forever joyous.
Happiness blazes in the depth of
our apexes.
To listen to the sweet sound of our love.

And this one as well!! xD

You are the light of my life
my smile in my darkest hour
you are my every wish come true
the bright azure sky
on that warm summer day

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

But I plan to show you each day that my love is true.

My Prince Charming!!! ^_^