I jsut saw a girl I care a lot about,a girl I thought cared about me,who I had been seing for a while now,cheat on me.....right in front of me....and now I dont feel anything....

When I left the house 4 hours ago,I was master of the universe,controller of my fate.....

I dont feel anything....I know I should feel rage,or betrayal,or depressed......I dont....I....dont feel anything....I dont even care about sharing this on a site where hundreds of people I dont know will see it....

And to think,I only went out because it was her birthday...

I'm not gonna make college tomorrow....

It may just be me,but life is crap....those good times,they are just there to lull you into a false sense of security...dont let anyone tell you otherwise....

Amor animi arbitrio sumitur, non ponitur.....