I get lonely sometimes but I am used to that. The idea of finding happiness through other people seems like a vague dream but luckily I have my favorite video game on Xbox Live, Call of Duty 4, to make take my mind off my thoughts because when I play that game I am just imagining I am that soldier and the only thing that matters in killing the enemy and the glory of victory. We all going to die one day so it doesnt make much sense to be too sad though because it could always be a lot worse.

The only game I play is Call of Duty 4. I want to get to level 55 golden cross before Modern Warfare 2 comes out. I am a level 55 at the 9th presiege level now.

Vegetarian

I just try not to think about where we all came from. Life is difficult and confusing enough just trying to find and keep a job and maintain your mental well being. I know it is for me anyways. If there really is a hell for non religous people such as my self in the after life I am ready to rot in it.

I beat al Call of Duty games on Veteran. The hardest part of World at War was blowing up all the 88 guns at the Reichstag.