x_x lastnite, mother dropped a bombshell. turns out we are both pre-diabetic. this came a complete shock. this is the first time in a long that i have felt pure shock and fear. i don't know wht else to say. currently, an aunt and uncle (both brother & sister) have diabetes. i don't know wht type, but i thought always thought they were separte cases since nobody has it...for the mean time. mother also told me that an aunt of hers (dads side) also had it, but she developed it when she became an invalid at an old age during a hosptial stay. mother also mentioned that a long time ago, a dr. told her that she already had it in the genes. he also instruced her to at look her dad's neck and see if there is any darkening of the skin. turns out he did have it, but he never developed the illness. yet again, i dont know how old he was when he died, but i'm guessing it was at an old since his cause of death was prostate cancer.

u_u i'm 20. i have some darking of the armpits due to a very bad rash back in october or so. i had blood work done twice in 60 & everything turned out normal. the only high is the blood pressure. 135/80 around there...i'm not that heavy nor i do eat a diet high in fatty foods. i hade lunchables for lunch and cocopebbles for breakfast. i think it's time for new blood work, a second opinion, & a new life $tyle so far, i'm not experancing an of the symptoms of diabetes no sudden weightloss, no tierdness, no abmormal skin darkness, no extreme thrist, no sudden urgres to use the john, nothing. i plan to start cutting down on bread again. i hardly eat it, but still. cutting out the lunchables and wht not.  *sigh*

thanks your support everyone!!

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