it was really wierd. let me explain. mother and me, well her, are "born again christens." i don't believe in any one or anything and i think mother knows that. anyways, she was apart of this little non denominational church group mostly made of ppl from other countrys. there leaders were some ppl from malaysia that came here to find a better life and in doing so they founded a that church group. when the head pastor, "liza", asked if i accepted christ, i looked at mother who nodded yes, and i turned back to the pastor and said "yes", but by spiritually the signs were a big "NO."

for some reason, there was a falling out with mother and the church. we don't why it happened it just did. sure one of the members will call from time to time, but mother doesn't want to speak to them. :? ???

heres the dream:

the location was a house building site where the ground was fresh and muddy from a recent rain fall. for some reason, mother and me go there at night, before the mud, and the construction zone was dusty. then we a family friend and i go hang out with her leave mother. me and the family friend are talking about god walking down an out door hallway and such when i spot mother. it's still night time and for some reason, now it's day light. i spot a very large group of teens and run off to them. some are standing under a open school $tyle porch & others are standing in outside. they are in a circle standing around looking at the mud doing nothing. it's an over cast sky & it looks like it jsut rained. something happens and i start talking "smack" and daring ppl. i'm standing in the mud when the guy who was my community college stalker appears. wtf? something happens again he opens the high hydrant and sprays water on me. i'm pissed at these "christian" kids and start talking smack once more. i start throwing mud at ppl and start cussing loudly. these goes on for a while when the pastor appears. by this time i'm in total shock and covered in mud. i go sit by the fire hydrant totally afraid of the consiquences. for this time, the surrounds have changed into VOYAGER..wtf? i'm still covered in mud and this time wearing a starfleet uniform and i'm like "omg...she's pissed." everything turns about to the mud pit and the pastor now sounds like capt. janeway---a form i can understand. i'm standing in the mud pit and the pastor is telling me that "i'm a disgrace, i've been baned from this group, i'm a terrible person, i'm only capcaple of wrong doing." mind i'm standing in a mud surouned by ppl being told off from a blurry figure with capt. janeways voice. the 2 characters are blurry.

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