it was a good thing i was able to log today because i'm finsihing up some internet reaseach for my lit paper and happened to wonder over to my blog to see how things were doing, but get this:

i was informed today my one and only guide, Leonard Nimoy is being soght after. ONE AND ONLY GUIDE being vyed for by someone who already is ppl editor for many ppl.

wht is this? i finally have a guide for the many monthes i've been a member on tv. com, and when i do, its being "lusted" over?! huh? i cant be on line all the time, i go to school n work part time, and inbetween that i have no time for nothing else. it's good thing i was given the day off so i can finish the last touchs on my paper, and if wouldent have logged on today,  i wouldent have known my guide is "watched" by unsavory eyes.

it about time i say this. the LN guide has some sentimental value to it. inway, it was a gift, from the previous editor. how do u think i feel that i cant even tend to my one and only guide?! very bad. atleast i have 81 points & thats not bad at all for someone who doesnt have that much time on thier hands. i'm damed proud of it and i plan to hold to Deanna T's guide as long as possible. 

no, i wont give it up, why? because it's my right to have a guide and my choice to tend to it when i can and cannot. school finally lets outtomarrow and i can fainlly tend it to like i should be doing. last thing i need is added stress to my life that my guide has someone wanting to take it away from me. i finally have something to show for on this site, and now it's endangered. wht? huh?

let me be...i dont submitt thing after thing  for your ppl. no, i wont look at your stuff today. i will look at each and every sub when i finally get the chance which is tomarrow.