hey, christine! i'm "updating" for you. though you told me to update for you; update about the wonderful times that you and i share together each day, it's beyond me to write abuot your day through your perspective. but if yuo want me to at least put something up...

things will get better soon, christine. i still feel really bad for all of this... i'm sorry, christine. i just can't believe that this actually happened... hearing from you about your morning sickness... i know how nausea feels like, and the feeling that yuo want to throw up, butthere's nothing to THROW UP. it really sucks and i caused this... i'm sorry christine. though i do wonder how things will be like when we PURPOSEFULLY (not accidentally) get you PRG. i think about you everytime and everyday. i'll always be here for you no matter what. i just wish i wasnt as stupid as i am now... i'm afraid of the things i say because my words may hurt you more. please understand this...

either way, christine, i love you! :)