it just sucked .
I tottaly did nothing . just staied home and played CoD4 -____- .
Oh I remembered I did something , we went to de desert -__-"
and camped but not for the whole night .
and on the way back we got lost for like two hours +_+ . it was crazy [ in a bad way ] .
and didnt got any eiddya [ money from family wich is given in eid ] cuz my gandfather died -__- .

So we just [de family-_-] a new car nissan altima 2008 ; and guess what , its RED :P .
I ll be driving it tell I go abroad for ma college =]

I started CPP [ college preparation programme sponsored by Aramco company] .
At first it wasnt bad but what I expected -___- .
Its more like a school than a college . Did I mention that I get 666$ per month =].
The programme last one year then I ll be on my way to college [in America I guess ] .
Somehow I feel alone there Q_Q ya I didnt "make any friends" i dont know .
Anyway I just cant wait for my first 666$ ^_^ it ll be on Oct the first .

mohammed is gone [ my bestfriend] and I just broke up with my girlfriend . now it feels so alone I know its 4 am but still .
When I feel alone I used to to call mohamed even at this time but now there is no one to call ,
anyway its just a phase .

I know its been a while sencse my last blog cuz my mom cut off the
internet befor she , my little sistre and my stepfather went to gurmany for vecation . I was so mad that I didnt even say goodbye to her nor called when she arrived.
there for alot of stuff happened . first of all I got back with my ex . not a good thing cuz latley I feel like she doesnt love me .
when a talk to her about to her about me she doesnt pay much itention . and yesterday I was talking to her about how I feel about my bestfriend goint to the USA .
and In the middle of the conversation she talks to her friend about stupid stuff +_+ . she does that alot but this time I hanged the phone up on her and I havent called her sence .
and ya my best friend mohamed wich I love him so much [ I know that sounds gay +_+ ] flew to the usa for coulage .I cried alot and Im already missing him .

and on saturday the forth I my ante wakes me up to tell me that my grandfather just died . Hmmmm I also cried but it feels wierd ... i dont know +_+ I think now Im colser to my family .
Be
what else ..... I chose compter sinsce as a major ^_^ I guess that the only good thing that happened to me lately .

At last ... im am accepted in aramco schollarship programe wich also offers a job after .
Its a BIG thing i guess c_c . I ve worked so hard for this now its like a dream come true . My father is SO FUKING happy about it also everyone in the family even more than me and it feels wierd +_+ . The bad news is the my Fuking bets friend is leaving to America in two weeks and its like tEh saddest thing ever . Its gonna be a lonley year cuz am bad with makeing new friens . I always stupify others somehow . I know its a bad thing but what can I do . And im back with my EX the night that she went to germany . now i call her everyday to check if she turned her mobile on [she doesnt] .

Yester day I was in a coffee shop watching starwars on my new laptop and it was prayer time ... but unlike the other coffe shops this didnt kick us out . they just closed the lights . after they opend a HUGE [he was from the RP] guy came and start asking the customers why they didnt pray . then he asked us I was scared sh*tless . then he collected our IDs told us to go to the mosque and pray +_+ if we wanted our IDs back . so we went and prayed and waited about 15mins . then he arrived and gave us the IDs .

Im a criminal for not praying in mosque . [I do pray to god but not in mosques ]

My aunt bought me an Asus laptop as a graduation gift ^_^ .
its small and light . luv it =]

THANK U AUNT ...

So yseter day while I was just surfing the net I heared a " peep " then everything just shut down +_+

there were no electricity for an hour . It was one of the longest hour in my life T_T .

And to day I woke up to find to the air conditioner turned in my room off . I try to open it but it doesnt work ...... FU** I realized its a blackout again . WTF two times in a row .
The house was burning hot cuz all the ACs where turned off .
But thank god the electricity came back after four BLOODY hours .

[read the previous blog] OMG me friend calls me and tells me to come out
and he brought my ps3 ^_^
He said : I knew u wanted it :P
I love him :P