Well, I've decided my fate. There's alot I must do, so this blog post will just be about how things are being run with the "crew" (I still refuse to reveal my new name.)

Band practice is on hold. Why? Because I'm the only one getting lessons. It took me a lot of thought. The reason we're not coming together is because we're all at different levels so to speak. I'm a good guitarist whose been taking lessons for almost four years. Cory is a bassist learning only from tabs, never had a lesson. Brandon is the same. As for Max, he just needs practice, and he does want voice lessons.

It's quite the problem really. Leading a band that is inexperienced. So it was a hard decision to make. I figure if we're going to get together though, it will be productive, and we haven't been productive at all in the past month. Mainly because it's only Max and I that truly know our parts. Cory does try, and he does practice, but without lessons... it's just difficult. I'm not saying anything bad, he has the potential to be a great bassist, but he just needs lessons to help him realize that potential. Since everyone else in this pathetic town is worthless when it comes to this, I can't replace anyone.

What else... Oh yeah. I started Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty. What is should be called is Metal Gear Solid 2: The Cutscene. All it is is one big cutscene after another. It's quite annoying, I won't lie. It doesn't stop it from having a good story, however right now, I'm kind of in the dark.

Lastly I'm going to be very, very bored this summer. Unless I make some new friends (which I doubt, I have problems when it comes to making friends) or manage to get a girlfriend within the next few weeks, I'll be bored as ****. Everyone is either going away, or has a job. I know about 2 people that don't apply to either. However, I can't spend everyday with the same damn person. Even every other day is bad. I need variety...

Well.. not much to say...

-Rabidus

"Hope is the first step on a road to disappointment."