Well today was pretty cool, but a great let down still has me bugged. I downloaded The Elder Scrolls: Arena, and I downloaded it with high expectations. I didn't expect great graphics, however I expected great gameplay. It ran so choppy, I'm worried that somehow I installed it wrong. However I followed all of the instructions correctly. If anyone has played this game, some insight would be nice...

Today the band did good. We got Like A Stone down quite well. Tomorrow we'll be working on Hypnotize by System of a Down. It's going to be a bit harder... oh well, we need a challenge.

What else? I hung out with Emily, an old friend I barely see anymore. Good to see her again, in some ways at least. I was disappointed to see that she started smoking again... I wasn't shocked by any other of her bad news. It's become what I expect from her, but she's still like a sister to me. I've come to accept her habbits, and it doesn't really phase me much. Still it'd be nice...

Yesterday was my mom's birthday. It was pretty fun. I got her a funny card seeing as I can't afford much else. Then my dad and grandparents took us all out to dinner. I was allowed to order a nice, big prime rib. Best I've had in a while.

Lastly, I'm getting pretty damn sick of seeing these Fall Out Boy advertisements. Just by looking at them I get pissed off. It boggles my mind as to how such talent-less, emo *****es even got a record deal. I've had the displeasure of hearing them live. Trust me, I wouldn't waste money on tickets, nor would I even accept them for free. However they played at ESL Sports Center, where I once played hockey, and on a day I had a game... I wanted to bash my head into a ****ing wall.

I hope you die in the near future Fall Out Boy... in a fire.

-Rabidus

"I'm not crazy, I just like having too much fun."