This is no longer humane. This psychological warfare is done. Tomorrow I will deliver the final throe the the thorn in my side. I will remove the thorn, and throw it away. This is not right.

Today I was informed that I have been claimed a rapist. Something so untrue and so bizzare offends me to the worst extent. I don't care how much of a grudge you have against someone, you DO NOT start such rumors. Something untrue generally doesn't offend me. Here are the rumors that have been started about me, and how they offended me:

Homicidal - Little, I've thought about killing people however      I'd never actually do it. For this reason I was offended.

Suicidal - Medium. I would never kill myself.

Satanic - Medium-Offended. I never was, will be and am not Satanic. It offends me as it goes against what I've told people, and the fact that it leads to other rumors...

Gothic - Medium. It offends me for the same reason as Satanic.

Insane - Very little. To everyone, I am insane. Oh well. I guess I am a bit.

Rapist - Extremely offended. This goes against everything. I'd rather be a homicidal, suicidal, Satanic maniac.

Why are these rumors started about me? Who the hell knows...

The things I put up with... the **** I go through. The people I have to see...It's not right. I put up with it either way and tomorrow I will stand up for myself.

-Rabidus

"My name my mean raging and crazy, but I am everything but."