This is my first journal. Been looking for a real career now. Bills are stacking up so I think I am going to pick up another part time job. I don't want to be in this kind of debt right now in my life. So, I better get my act together. I've been playing Kingdom Under Fire as of late. It is a different game, and it has me wondering if this was what Blizzard was sort of aiming for when they first made Warcraft III. Had to start over 'cause I wasn't balanced enough and was stuck on a level. I will see if this works all out.