Well, it's been a few days of looking at the world at a different angle. I never though I'd have a reason to quit smoking, and now I'm clawing at the desk trying to beat addiction. I'm planning to go back to college next year (for real this time :P). And, I had a crazy idea of shooting for a motorcycle licence. I saw this sweet Slipknot helmet and one day just imagined how sweet it would be for me to tear ass with a two wheeler on the freeway. Okay, I'm not exactly going to pop wheelies or drive like an ass, but I have to admit...bikes are awesome. And I don't have to give people rides. Anyway, other than that I've been tearing out my hair trying to get some stuff done before my girl gets back from her tour. Which even to this day, still trips me out. I get back with my ex, and the broads at work gush over me at how cute this situation is. You know...women that have more than two boyfriends are looking at me like a hero because I go back to a girl that cheats on me. Man, how ironic. I'm telling you guys...I'm living the sick fantasies of an evil romance novel writer. And he's laughing at the fact that his main character is a spineless prick who's suprised himself he didn't blow his own brains out over the hard work he's doing trying to please said woman that cheated on him. But, I'm a man of second chances, and believe that mistakes are something you learn from, not hold a grudge against. And hey...if she left a rich guy to go back with me...well then, I must have SOMETHING no ordinary man has. :)