I'm tallking about my courage, not poop :P. Well, funny thing today: I decided to go through with it, just to realize she was off today :|. Yep...so I picked up my coffee and began to walk my lonely trek to the mall and plan my action tomorrow (come to think of it, I think I'll do it the manly way and just talk to her instead of sneaking in some kind of letter...something tells me she doesn't dig cowards :P). If there's any good to it, I at least had the balls to ask one of her co-workers if she was seeing anyone (although no one knew for sure...at least I...well, at least I made my voice be heard..who knows, maybe they'll cheer me on :P).

Needless to say, I had some time to think. And, for what it's worth, even if I do get rejected, at least I can say I got that out of my system (better than living in denial and constantly asking myself "what if," right?). What can I say...I'm nuts about this broad, and the only thing that can really destroy any hope of perseverence is if she already has a man, then...well, it's officially out of my control :P. So I ask once again that my fellas here will pray for my success :D. I'd say pray for my soul, but who am I kidding...I have no soul 8). Anyway, for tomorrow!