I'm sick and tired of everything. Not sure what I want to do anymore. Things arent the way they used to be. It seems no one can help. Im sorda messed up in a way and I cant fix it. To many people are telling me Im a messed up kid and all. Guess I am. Drugs have consumed my life. Friends are slowley drifting away. My parents have lost all trust in me.

My mom words-"Your dad wanted to have an abortion when you were in my stomach I kept telling him no but now I wish I did"

Loving family.

I cant stand anyone or anything anymore. Why the hell am I writing this in gamespot?