It seems my friends are slowley drifting away. I don't know whats wrong with me. I get all wierd around people which is not in my control. I've been very confused about alot latley. No one can really understand where im coming from though. I feel like such a loser. Life seems to be losing more and more meaning to it each day. The world is so fckd up. People are so fukd up. Everythings fukd up. I don't understand why we were put on this Earth. Humans are no good. They destroyed the beauty.

Life can be wonderful once people start looking past all the media and the bull that school teaches. Instead of being told what to think...think for yourself.

I'm just sick of it all. I can't take anymore of this. I hate like sounding like such a whiney b**** but its the way I feel at the moment.

Friends dont last. Family will never understand. All you have in life is yourself. I'm not relying on people any longer. Theirs very few good people out their and those of course are exceptions.

I have so many things going through my mind right now that I cant even put in words.

I need a break from life.

Well...As for games...I've gotten GT3(I know its way to late but whatever),Balders gate dark alliance and medal of honor.

Oh and I got gamespot complete last sunday. I filled with happiness.