I want something new so bad I can feel the shivers sneaking up my spine when walking by store shelves full of crap I really don't need. Is that unhealthy... possibly! But in the mean time I've been working like a dog and tryin to get a little out of the hole which I like to think has been keeping my spending in check. Beyond the lame excuses, I'm thinking the new Command&Conquer would be a awesome pick for someone who barely has time to enjoy their Xbox Live account which is quietly expiring :cry:
I use to play that game like a freak on the PC and when it came to the PSone me and my cousin use to link play all the time... entire weekends dedicated to who could build an army of mammoth tanks the fastest. Good times!

The Halo3 beta is about to wrap up I believe, and even tho I feel like I got my fair share of goodness out of that dish, I haven't even bothered to compliment the chef's that worked so hard to provide such a treat before the main course. Simply go to bungie.net and all is well... but as you can see I'm kind of busy right now not doing anything of what I speak of and most likely when I'm done here I'll be back on NBC.com watching more episodes of HEROES like a freak. Man I love that show!! I'm kind of sad that I missed them when they aired on TV, but thats kind of my thing... miss something good, see it a little later, rave about it to the world like its the hottest thing ever. Nerds don't come as savy as me kids... back up... admire and awe 8)  

Boy... now that I really think about it, maybe a different female in my life would be the right fix I've been craving. Could all this angst that I feel over wanting "something" new to entertain me really be a internal cry for "someone" new??
If so, how can I go about this without burning some valued bridges. Even more important, how can I go about this while getting everything I want and giving little in return! Is that even possible with women?!