Have you ever felt like everything you touch just turns to crap? Like it just breaks by your mere presence? I have come to the conclusion that my phone and computer made a pact. First, my cell phone went lost. I put it in my pocket to avoid getting it wet; of course I lost it. It probably fell out of it while hiking back from the camp:roll: And now, my computer is acting monkey. First the internet shut off, and now the whole thing is dead. This isn't so bad, I am not that materialistic, this thing is what I do with them; talk to you. I can't know, because they'll both just rather commit suicide than be with me. But talking to you is something I'd like very much right now… See, this is my last year of school. Then I go off to the Gymnasium. This is a big deal. This year will affect my final grades which will in time affect the Gymnasium I end up at, which affects my whole future and carrier.

What? No, I am not stressed right now; it's only my whole future I have to decide for… :roll:

This is really freaking me out. We had a visitor yesterday babbling on about meetings and convents and stuff for the big choice and the importance and the process. And I just started this year! I have barely had the time to get used to the thought of worrying about the grades, and now I am starting to think about the choice of what school I'll be going to. I am sure I am overreacting; I know my grades are good enough right now for some of the schools, but that's not all. It's the whole growing up thing. After next year I won't even be obligated to go to school at all! I know I'll have to study a whole damn lot, but if I didn't want to, I wouldn't have to do it either… And then I want to study outside of the country, London to be exact, because that is something I have always wanted to do. Now that it's getting closer, with if it working as I planned , in 2 years, I am starting to look at it like it's impossible and that I'll have to re-do the whole year. Actually I wouldn't mind that, if it meant a year studying in London, but I am afraid of failure frankly.

And that became a ramble, great, pfft. Like anyone wanted to hear that! Well so yeah. And tomorrow it's once again, but last time this year, time for the bloody school picture day. Crap. I guess it's time for me to once again make myself look like a fool in the camera and watch as it is forever and eternally captured on the lens. Geez, cut me some slack would you? I don't to pictures, mkay? Now I'm off to being bored, because I can't want to read Eclipse, cuz I can't afford Breaking Dawn at the moment!:lol: So I am reading it slowly to make it last longer!:lol: Wow that is so sad it's funny!:lol::cry::lol:

I hope this will cheer me up a tad:)
Dr. Wilson: If you have the money then why did you need the loan?
House: I didn't. I just wanted to see if you'd give it to me. I've been borrowing increasing amounts ever since you lent me $40 a year ago. Ummm, a little experiment to see where you'd draw the line.
Dr. Wilson: You're…you're trying to objectively measure how much I value our friendship.
House: It's five grand – you got nothing to be ashamed of.
*later*
Dr. Wilson: Now, be a grown-up and either tell Mommy and Daddy you don't want to see them, or I'm picking you up at seven for dinner.
House: What do you mean? You just said…?
Dr. Wilson: I lied. I've been lying to you in increasing amounts ever since I told you you looked good unshaved a year ago. It's a little experiment, you know, to see where you'd draw the line.

:lol: See? That's why I love Wilson, he's the only one who can challenge House:P

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