The time has come for me to post the blog I've been talking so much about! If you have the patients to read the whole wall of letters you'll be rewarded with a picture of me! :shock:

The topic of tonight's blog will be the following: Me! :shock: I am going to try to conquer my fear of opening up to people! So comment a lot and help me to do it, ok? J I'll just write stuff about myself and if you feel like I missed something, you ask it in your comments, ok?:D So, what other way is better to start of with than my family! The reason why I'm bringing them up is because; even though I sometimes hate them, and wish they would just disappear. I, unbelievably enough, love them.:? "Why?" You might ask after reading this, well... Then you are not alone! :P

As I said in my first blog, my parents are divorced. So, I live half of the time at my mum's house, and the rest of the time at my dad's. My mum and dad are like night and day, that's probably why it didn't work out between them. My mum works as a psychologist and my dad does whatever he wants to do for the moment... I am serious. Just the last 3 years he has worked as: A computer technician, carpenter, chef (both vegetarian and usual), crisis consult, and as an extra "dad" to troubled kids! My mum is the organized one, and my dad is the storm:P My little brother is 7 years old. He is absolutely lovely! I know people say that 7 isn't such a cute age, but he is fabulous! I love his tiny little hugs when I get home from school! We have a lot of fun together, and I have a really good time when I play with him. (And before everyone starts mocking me, it's really fun! If you combine my obsessive randomness and juvenile tendencies with my brother's rather odd fascination for gory video-games, you get some weird stuff! Believe me!) And then I have a sister. 12 she is. I don't get along with her as good as I do with my brother, but we have fun sometimes. I tease her about being obsessed about WoW and she teases me about being obsessed (or highly dedicated, Boo ;))with TV:P She would flip if she knew I was on here!:lol: the teasing would never stop!

And here is the ME section! Seriously, what do you want to know? I am a girl who lives in Sweden. I love TV (duh!) and that's how I found this site, looking for info. I have mentioned quite a lot in my previous blogs and I will tell you some random stuff in the tag section. As I've told you, I have a fear of opening up to people... That's the whole reason I'm doing this blog. My friends, who don't really know me, know me better than my parents. Before, I often felt alone, like there was no one else like me. But a lot of these feelings are gone now. You all on this lovely site are so much like me! It's amazing! I think it is because it's not hard to find this site, if you are looking for it. If all you do on the internet is do what we do, then sooner or later you will com across this site. But if you do whatever "normal" people do, then it's almost impossible! Every one of you has similar interests like me and everybody else on this site. That's why I think we get along so great. We are all a little weird, random and geeky. But we are not ashamed of it! It's who we are! People like you should be revered! Hugs to everyone! Wow, that went of topic! Back to meee!:P I am a loner, and a looney for that matter! :lol:

So, to sum things up. I am a geek like you, get over it.:lol: I don't know how I come across in here, but I swear, it's definitely different than in real life. Maybe I'm not that bad at opening up in here!

Are you wondering what I look like yet? I won't torture you anymore! So, here it is, the moment you all been waiting for!... No one probably even cares.:lol: But It's a big deal to me, and that's why I have been pulling a Barney: building up suspense. I have no idea WTF I'm doing with my neck, my hair is wet and I'm wearing my pyjamas:P But it was the only one I had on my computer at the moment... My friend took it when she was sleeping over, I wasn't ready! :lol: Beware, cover your eyes people!

Ellen , is that you? Yup, so that's what I look like... Good luck on that poster of yours, Feather! :lol: You'll fail with me sitting there.:P

And I have 2 announcements to make! I don't know if you can call them announcements, but meh, whatever! First up, I was talking to Charlie and we had a discussion about how some users have things that they always do. Charlie gave the examples of Tonik, who'd "Grr" and Boo who have her Foot-Tapper. I said I wanted to have something that was my thing, so I came up with: *stomps around like an ogre*. Click on this: Warcraft ogre, like him, plus some jumping and screaming!:lol: You better get used to me stomping around... I have a hard time letting things go.:P

And the second one, I wanted to make up words like everybody else, so I promised Leila that I'd do it to this blog! So here, I proudly present: Ashmahala!

Adj: To love someone. ie: I ashmahala you! Translation: "I love you!" It can also be used as a noun ie: Ashmahala! Translation: sorta like "hugs and kisses". That you can put in you newmeanings, Jen! You're welcome:P *bows*

And Feather, Lil and Leila tagged me! :evil: :P just kidding, you nut heads! But, I'm only going to do 7! Haha, you can't make me do more! *sticks out tongue*

List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ/ Blog along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

•1. I'm yours - Jason Mraz: Lovely!! (Feather, I knew you'd like it!;))

•2. ZZYZX RD - Stone sour

•3. Suddenly I see - KT Tunstall: Because it's so happy, I need it...

•4. 9 crimes - Damien Rice

•5. Better in time - Leona Lewis

•6. The bad touch - Bloodhound gang: Because I love sexual innuendos:P...

•7. Hot blooded - Foreigner: It's a good song, and what's even better; it reminds me of Bones!

And *stomps around like an ogre* Weights, Lil and Leila, you tagged me too! But Kiki and Lilly did it in an unfair way! :lol: 15 random things about me:

•1. I have a slight case of OCD and therefore am organized and obsessive. I wash my hands countless times each day; it's my way of dealing with anxiety.

•2. I have sort of a compulsion to always carry my things in plastic bags... I don't own a purse or handbag because I know I wouldn't use it, I carry it in my plastic bags instead.:oops: :lol: Only certain types of bags qualifies for my use. :P Please don't go, it's not as creepy as it sounds! :lol:

•3. Most of the time I have a pretty good memory. I remember how the apartment I moved from when I was 2 looked like.

•4. I didn't learn how to walk until I was like over 15 months old. By that time, I had however already learnt to speak fluently.

•5. The first book I read on my own was "the return of the king" the last LOTR book.

•6. I have been watching CSI since I was 9. My parents forbade me to do it, but when I got my first TV I could do it without them knowing it. Hey, I was a curious girl!

•7. I have now converted my dad to watch it, though.:P

•8. My first TV love was David Duchovny:lol: yumm:P

•9. I lose a gross amount of hair everyday, I swear I'll be bold by the time I hit 20!

•10. I am deadly afraid of dancing in public, and feet too! I am a paranoid person.

•11. I have never dyed my hair.

•12. I don't wear make-up, ever. I'm quoting myself "I don't want to be a slave under a multibillion company that's taking advantage of teenage girls insecurities"

•13. And if the above isn't enough to convince you that I am, in fact, weird then maybe my last 2 blogs can change your mind!:P Because I am, and I'm darn proud of it!

•14. I have a hard time listening to instructions. I do as I please, which often results in my grades being lower than I deserve.

•15. I hate McDonalds!

And I'm not going to tag anyone, because it's a cruel business only resulting in hurt limbs and precious time going to waste.:P But congratulations Kiki, Lilly and Leila, you sucked me into it!:lol:

And I have to mention 2 people. First Charlie, who turns 16 today... It coincided with my blog:P So, happy birthday Charlie! Hope you have a great time!!! *Hugs*

And to Lillypie who is having a hard time right now. Huuge Hugs, hon!

And to everyone who is reading, I frikkin ashmahala you guys!*Ashmahalas everyone!* If you don't like this blog and don't comment I'll stomp!! :P I am only joking because I don't have to go to anger management cla-sses! ... But it was really hard bolding all the I, me and myselfs! :P Now, it will probably be a while before I'll blog again, because I have run out of idea's:lol: *huggles*