I'm sorry to switch off to my generally positive and more videogame oriented blogs but I must get this off my chest and reach out for understanding. I have so much problems with life right now. I am not even being emo or contemplating suicide. It's just I need understanding.

Right now my dad freaked out. I was playing with my friend online, he was just about to get off. When my parents got home, My mom asked me to call my aunt bobby to thank her for the card I got from her. I told my friend, "dude I gotta call my aunt." Which he replies, the match is almost over.

then my dad comes down rips off the 360 from its place, I heard the fan F-ing up. Then grabs me by the neck and yells at me for being consumed by the game. I turned it off called aunt bobby and they sat me down and just ranted on of how im lazy, I have no plans in life and telling me I will be living a minimum wage life.

THEY WERE TELLING ME I HAVE NO PLANS IN LIFE! As well as it being extremely insulting and heartless it came to my attention, they don't even know who I am. What I want in life. I have a F-ing plan I have goal.

YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW! And I just had to sit there and take it. Because they don't even care about me. They say they do. But they only care about how I will do in life. They don't even try to learn who I am.

I feel like I'm trapped in a little box and the only way to get out is to send a message and hope I get a reply. Even when I was typing this my mom was yelling at me to go to bed threatening to make my life miserable... using those exact words.

Take this to heart. i dont think my life sucks. i simply want to be understood.