I often find myself wondering how I could let myself fall into such a slump, one of which I can't seem to get myself out of for some unforseen reason. And on occasion, I find myself thinking that it couldn't possibly get any worse than it is right now.

But when I start thinking straight, I usually come to realise that I'm way off track when I think that. I forget to look at what I really DO have in life, and start to take them for granted. Like how much I love my friends, and how much I love my girlfriend, sufficient clothing and food and such, a supporting family. These are all the "little" things that most of us come to take for granted in our everyday lives. The sheer possibility of me losing my girlfriend almost brings me to my knees.

And it is usually then that I begin to treasure everything that i do have, and not mope and b*tch about what's going wrong. But unfortunately, that feeling only lasts a few hours... A day at best. But hey... it's better than nothing ain't it?

So I guess that in the end, it can always get worse. So don't underestimate the possibility