It's a new beginning for the mystical, magical Fetus. What's going on? Well I'm only getting a grip onto my life and pulling it back inside me. It left me, I went for my only left options, but now that I pulled it back in, I will open new paths, new roads to walk on bringing up new adventures and most possibly a better life. What am I saying? Simple: I'm going back to school.

As some of you may know, I never graduated from High School. Next summer I was suposed to associate with my boss in landscaping, maybe, but do I really wanna do that job for the rest of my life? I'm not sure. Instead, I will open a new path in my life, give myself more options and use them. I'll go back to school, no matter how long it takes me, I will finish my High School. After that, I'll do what I always wanted to do back then. Back in High School, I tried getting into a college in Photography. Obviously, I was refused. So I want to go there..My only mistake was to give up instead of working harder. So yep, Ima go finish that **** and graduate, then if the finances allow it, I want to go study in photography. My teenage time dream and still is today. Who knows where will this leads me? I had a nice future awaiting me for owning a company by next summer, but I go and risk it all. In the end, I might lose everything, I might win everything, it's a risk to take, but it's about time I opened up my eyes and realised I had nowhere to go really.

So yep that's bout it..Fetus wants the life he lost over the years and he'll go get it. Now going back to school means money. I gotta pay for that **** ... meaning I probably won't be able to afford any new console this year. It has yet to be seen if will afford one (anyway the only one worth paying for in my opinion is a PS3) but yep..we'll see. If I don't buy it why does it matter? I'll kick with my PS2 for a while longer that's it.