...is a great day, anyway if you live in us. Supernatural is on with a new season tomorrow, how great isn't that?! Me myself have to wait until friday before I can see it here in Sweden. I'll download it ofcourse :P Can't wait! :)

Havn't seen so much of Supernatural, but thought I'd give it a chance. And since last week I've seen season 1 and 2, and yesterday I started watching season 3. And omg, I have totally fallen in love with it!!! :) And also, I think I'm in love... With Dean (Jensen Ackles) ;) Man, he's HOT! And such a badboy, which I like :D

On another matter, school. All about school right now. I hate it! But I'm not quiting this, I'm gonna stay and fight to get it done.

Hope you all are fine and so :)

Bye bye!

I havn't been writing here in a while.. Been busy with work and other stuff. Went to Turkey for a week in may, had so much fun! :)
And I've been spending alot of time with Erik. Known him for a year now, still not a couple, he don't want to :/

My birthday is coming up, Wednesday is the day. I'm so old :P

Yeah well, got to go...

So, my ex is gonna be a dad. I found out yesterday, on his blog! He didn't even have the courage to tell me in person or anything, I had to read it! Thought we were better friends than that, but apparently not... :( That sucks... And I'm just sad...
Just needed to tell someone so...

Yeah I'm really bored.. So then I'll do this :P Stole it from daretodream :P

NOW
Is your hair up?: yepp
Is your phone right beside you?: yeah
Do you have a bf/ gf?: nope
Do you wish you were somewhere else?: kind a do
Do you have plans for tonight?: not really
Are you wearing makeup?: nope
Are you wearing chapstick?: nope
Are you cold?: no
Are you tired?: a little bit
Are you excited?: what's there to be excited about? ^^
Are you watching TV? nope
Are you wearing pajamas?: nope
Who's the last person you IMed?: my sister
Ever stuck gum under a desk?: haha, no

Ever spit at someone?: nope
Ever kick something living?: maybe my sister when we were kids
Ever had your nails done?: nope
Ever thrown up because you cried so hard? yeah, once

LAST WEEK
Had any plans last week?: no, not really
Who did you see most last week?: hmm, Erik I think
Was last week interesting?: ehh, no

TODAY
Have you yelled at someone? nope
Have you gotten mad at someone?: yeah
Have you cried?: nope
Have you called more than 3 people?: no, just one
Have you IMed more than 3 people?: nope, just 2
Have you eaten anything gross? nope

SPILL YOUR GUTS
Q. First thing you did this morning? hmm, turned on my computer :P
Q. Last thing you ate today? a cupcake
Q. What's annoying you right now? nothing
Q. What's the last movie you saw? Jumper
Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships? sure, if it works so
Q. Where is the last place you went? my sisters
Q: Who is the last person you called? my sister
Q: Have you ever been cheated on? yeah, lots of times :(
Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now? probably
Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity): love
Q: Do you wish on stars? sometimes yeah
Q: Does it work? ha! not really
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off? no no
Q: When did you last cry? 2 weeks maybe
Q: Do you like your handwriting? yeah
Q: Are you a friendly person? sure am
Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world? oh yeah
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night? my own
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? purple
Q: Do you have any pets? have a cat, but she lives with my parents right now
Q: What is the color of your bedsheets? blue
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night? watched Criminal minds
Q: Last person you talked to: talking to my sister right now
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad? like 3 days ago
Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep? oh yeah
Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder? yes
Q: Song that makes you cry? there are many
Q: Are you a normally happy person? yeah
Q: Is your self-esteem low? nope, not all the time anyway
Q: What color are your eyes? brown
Q: Long or Short Hair? long for sure

...too touch you.

I'm not good enough for him, that's how he feels. And it kills me, it just kills me :( Although he likes me, but I just don't have that extra something! And I wish I could leave him, but I couldn't, even if I tried, I just can't. I'm stuck, and so much in love with him...
It's not so easy being me right now...

Usually I hate that day, seeing everybody out on the streets with flowers in their hands and so on. It's not that funny if you are feeling alone and so on. And that's exactly how I feel! Most of the time anyway... Anyhow, was expecting valentines day to be a really boring day, but oh so wrong I was! I got to spend it with the person I wanted to, ah yeah Erik ofcourse :) Had dinner and then after, we kind a fell asleep in my bed, with he holding me the whole time :) Sooooo nice :D

I kind a put all the problems beside for a moment there. It's like when I'm with him, everything around us isn't that bad. But as soon as he leaves, I start thinking and wondering. I mean, we have been dating for like 8 months soon, and he still doesn't want us to be boyfriend/girlfriend. That really bugs me! And I feel that I can't wait for him forever, even though I'm so fu**ing madly in love with him. A part of me can't help but wonder if he is waiting for his ex to realize she want's him back. Even though I know that would kill me, I can't help but wonder...

Ahhh, that felt good to write! Havn't been able to write for a while, been kind a blocked in my mind so.... Anyway, take care you guys! :)

So sad, just so sad :cry:

One Tree Hill is on tonight again, damn lucky americans! I'll have to wait until tomorrow, stupid!

Been falling behind in my tv watching. Have to catch up on some of my shows, there are so many! To many sometimes!

Well, got to go!

And omg, I loved it! Didn't think I'd like it when they moved 4 years in to the future. But it was so great! Can't wait until the next episode!!!

So now we are 9 days in to the new year. It's been kind a great so far. Anyway most part of it. Had a little breakdowna couple of days ago. It'sone year since me and Mikey broke up, was kind a down that day :( Still miss him sometimes.... Anyway...I've been spending a lot of my time with Erik, that's going so great! I just fall more and more for him. But still not together, just trying to get to know eachother first :)

So how are you guys doing?