Well, that's what she wanted. There is nothing I can do about it. It's a pain that I'm use to.

It sucks, when it comes to this it breaks my spirit. When it comes to girls you always wonder why they never want to change there preference to guys. They always ending up hurting themselves in the long run. I'm getting to believe that nice guys always finish last for everythings. Of all the time she wanted to see me, but for what? I thought she was starting to like me more, but it was only to be a friend........ It just puts me to tears...... I am doing my best to move on now, and I always try to find someone new, but it just hurts me even more just to forget. Again its a pain that I'm used to. It's always the same answer to whoever I like. It never changes.......... It's a pain that I'm used........

She just gave me a pain that I'm used to.