Oh no...no...no...

now, what is it that has disturbed me today?

edgar allan poe's the black cat....

today.....i had to do something my mom found on pbs's teachers site about edgar allan poe. all i had to do was look at an interactive timeline of his life, but i went on and saw what else was on...they had a reading of the black cat....

i looked at it.

i wasn't even done with it when i stopped.

i have never been so disturbed inside from anything like this, not even the worst nightmare.

i hope poe is in hell, for his character in the story is a monster and....

i don't know if it's because i've never read anything like this before. i don't. all i can hope for is that church tonight will end the suffering the story has wrought on my mind, my life, my soul.

i will never read anything by poe unless forced again.