we liked eachother and stuff at the begging of the year and it was all good and stuff we were going out for about a week then she just kept to herself and we hung out at school and stuff but there would always be other ppl around and id be like oh can we hang out today just us two and she'd be like sure and then that wouldnt happen becuase she'd run off to her friends it was odd. then one day we were sopposed to hang out and she was hanging out with this older guy and while i was on the phone with her (she was drunk) she was all like hey .. i just played twister with so and so and i fell on him hahaha.. and i was like okay there and so i passed thephoen to my friend and didnt talk to her . and hten later she phoens me and sais my other friend died on wed. he commited suicde and im like omg thats horrible and ofcourse i was there for her. and then from say novermber to mid january we never hung out because she was being very stand-offish and would get mad at everything i said like this one time i was like are you going to hang out with me+girl+boy+girl+boy and ofcourse she was sopposed to be the other girl and she was like no and im like ohh why :( like i was being very nice and then shes like becuase i dont want to and i dont feel like it and im like okay... and so in mid january we hung out and it was great we had some time alone here and htere and hten we started getting more serious and it was great. and later on in late januarya she started saying alot of stuff behind her "best friends" back who was also my best friend and i didnt know what to do exactly because i was really tight with both of them so i kept my mouth shut about everyhting she said about my other best friend. and in feb she jsut started telling me that the " best freind " told everyone my girlfriend's secrets. and im kinda like wtf why would she do that i know she wouldnt but i believed her anyways but anywas . the point was is that she was trying to turn me against my best friend. and so we broke up on valentines day because her parents didnt want us to be together and also becuase im a different race.. which is really stupid. and from then we were friends with benifits and we still liked eachother. and so other family problems occured for her from then untill june 25th ish and she was really mean to me and was keeping to herself . and the last time i hung out with her was in may when she ended it in june. and said she doesnt have time to hang out with me but then hangs out with all these otehr guys who shes going to see at the lake and she hangs otu with her " best friend" and im kinda like wtf... and so i ask her if she likes me and was all like yes i do i love you and i promise htings will get better and im like alright hen ill take your word for it. and so she's really goood in dance and got to go to italy for a couple weeks . and so school was ending on june 28th where we get our yearbooks and she was there but didnt bother to say hi to me and at the time we were still together so she ends up leaivng with her other friends and im like wtf... again. and so later htat day i talked to her over IM and im like why didnt you say hi or anything and she's like i didnt see.. the funny thing is was that we were in the same line up and she talks to me other friend who was beside me and i was wearing a bright striped lime green shirt which is hard to miss. but anyways she ended up ending it that day and i was hurt. and so 2 days later she goes to italy and she was on a lap top and so i say hi to her and she's all like im having so much fun here i met so many new ppl im going to play cards tonight.. strip poker too! and im all like ohh.. im guessing theres going ot be other guys there.lolll and shes all like yea im sooo excited and im like ok you know i still like you so why are yout elling me this and shes all like i didnt want to hold the truth from you i thought you should know the truth and im like wtf.. and she signs off. hten later she comes back and was all like hi? like i was sopposed to say something to her (this was over IM) and im just like hi.. and we talk normaly and then im like how was strip poker and shes all like....? ... what? i havent talked to you since the day before i left.. im like okay must be smone else.. and right then i knew she was lieng because i never really gave detials or anyuthing like that. and so if she lied then im geussing im sure she's lied a bunch of times before and so i ask my best friend about if she told anyone her secrets and she said no.. the way i asked her was i gave her hitns about the secret and she would be like wtf.. and i know she wasnt lieng because there would be no point in lieng to me either because its already over and her and i dont like my ex anymore
and so the strip poker thing really threw me off and i still like her i dont know why everyone sais i can do so much better and i know its true but i still like her and she's sopposed to phone on my birthday whichi is on the 16th and i dont know if i should try and get her back or if i should just move on.. and so id really appreciate it if any of you could help me
and i apologize from the messy paragraph im in a hurry and ive been up all night thinking about this. thanks.
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