As it says in my about me i live in Canada, as does most of my family. Untill a few years ago my oma ( dutch for grandmother) had lived about 40 minutes away however she passed away at the age of 84. She had 3 sisters that now currently live in New Jersey. They are 82,86 and 91 years old. And i must say holding strong. However i today learned that the youngest aunt My Tanta Mentia has taken a bad fall. He cracked her head and how has brain bleeding. She is currently in hostpital, and is unable to reconize anyone and understand her surroundings .My mother has said to me that shes strong and can still pull through however im being the realist and just cant accept that everything will be okay. I was set to do some burnout tonight with a friend however i just cant. Im going to greive the only way how, i just bought Counter Strike Source and its currently downloading. Im not sure what to do. I wish i could see her but it doesnt look like this will be possible. I hope things workout, but...it doesnt look good.