I really need my boyfriend right now. I'm in my room hyperventilating because I'm crying so much. My poor bear, Dagoru, is saturated with tears. I haven't cried this hard since Aizen-chan broke up with me.... My mom's boyfriend came over and started screaming at her so I tried to make him stop by saying, "Hey! Stop screaming. I'm trying to do my report." And he came in my room and started screaming and cussing me out. Then he went all bipolar and started saying how much he cared about me five minutes later. It's really scary. My mom just sat and watched as he screamed at me and made me cry. He called me rude, mean, anda failure at life and said no one liked me.... I guess it is true. I feel bad for my mom because her boyfriend treats her like she's stupid or a child. He does the same thing with me and he acts like he's my dad when he's not. He acts all high and mighty like he's our overlord and is better than us and we're just stupid animals. It's one of those times I wish I lived with my grandparents or my lovely AP Biology teacher or was just dead. Wow.... I just woke up from passing out from crying so much, I haven't done that in long time......