If you even know me a little, you probably know the guy I'm in love with is a guy that I call Aizen-chan who lives in CT. If you live here you even know what he looks like thanks to the pic I have of him! (I don't know if that's a good thing since every one of my friends I've shown his picture to threw up shortly afterwards and said, "Oh God! Really? I thought you liked him because he was incredibly hot, oh god, my eyes. No, just no, no, no." I think they just ate something bad because I don't think he looks ugly myself, but I do judge people solely on what's on the inside...) Anyways, I think he's a really nice guy. He's said some not nice things and gets mad at me a lot, but he doesn't mean to. He just needs someone to take out all of his anger on, my mom does it, too, so I must be the perfect type of person to do it to. According to my friends at school it's called abuse and anger problems. I don't think he has any. Everyone gets mad every now and then (well, I don't, but I don't like getting mad because it hurts people's feelings). And he's been an amazing friend to me. He normally listens to me and helps me out with a lot of things and gives really good advice. We like a lot of the same things and according to one of my best friends, Mika, we act a lot a like. He can be really sweet, nice, kind, funny and just super special awesome. The feeling I get when I talk to him is indescribable and it cheers me up to talk to him no matter what. The only problemsare we live really far apart and I'm not pleasing to him aesthetically. My friends at school say I should stop being in love with him. What do you think? I myself think I shouldn't stop being in love with him