So... for some strange reason I decided to log into GS again. I have no idea why. XD In my time away, which aside from my last blog (which really had no point to it), has been at least a year now. I've felt lots has changed for me. Anyone still floating around on this site who remembers may be saddened to know I'm not the gamer I used to be. In fact, the most I do these days is play a round or two agaisnt the CPU or with friends in Super Smash Bros. Brawl. In addition to my gaming being slowed down, it seems my writing has also gone downward. It just seems the quality isn't there like it was before, and now the volume of works has also dropped.

I'm still a very motivated writer though, and I have tons of ideas, I guess I just need a little boost. Anyways, I thought I might as well let you guys know that much. Generally speaking, I've been alright. Though recently I've had to deal with a lot of emotional pain in the form of heartbreak, betrayal and abandonment. If I were to explain it, you might be reminded of an anime or Korean drama plot (oh yes... I'm still a crazy asian music fan, but it's extended into Korean and chinese now!). I imagine that these events which have really left me a mess (I've cried more this year than nay other in my life outside of childhood - stupid bumpbs in the orad getting in my way) may one day inspire something of my writing to give it that kick, but I feel lost.

I don't know what I want to do anymore in my life aside from the general notion I'm a good writer and therefore wish to pursue that and grow in some manner. That said, writing doesn't put food on the table. I'm 20 years-old, still stuck in pre-University/post high-school dribble, and my "talent" has been shaky on consistancy. Oh well, I'm sure I'll figure it out soon. Started to poke at my piano again, which been long covered by a beach towel since earlier this year. So, wish me luck guys I guess. Let me know how you've all been doing. I don't think I'll be coming back to GameSpot, but at the very least I will come back to hear what old friends have to share. :)