This has been one of the worst chinese new years ever. I really hate my mother ,because she told my aunties and uncles that i asked her to shut up a few times then they all decided to give me a "good" scolding.

It really has been one of the worst times of my life, Ihave not cried for a long long time. This is the first time i have cried myself to sleep. It really hurts, the feeling u feel , it is like the pain needles surging throughout your body. Words cannot define the pain. With every beat of my heart, i feel those needles piece through my every part of my already weaken body. I cry tears of invisible blood that hurts my weak heart even further. It really has been one of the worst.

I had no chance at all , me, a 16 year old teenager, "debating" against so many of them. I stood no chance at all. I was being torn bit by bit by those pack of wolves. I had no idea they were biting my flesh until it was too late. I felt really disappointed with my brother , he decided to join the wolves , out of fear or out of hatred i do not know. I felt so alone at that time. I stood no chance.....