i've been playing games when i'm still an elementary student... there's a time that i want to quit because of lack of time studying. but i just can't help to buy games and play it. i try to minimize my playing hours and more studies and it works out. i'm glad ...

it's just i can't imagine how old am i now.. i didn't really notice it all.. i haven't done much for myself.. i woke up then eat then go to school then home again.. everything is just the same.. everyone gets older except me, i'm still this brat that staring at everyone's achievement that never stare mine.. i want to move forward.. i just want to be somewhat at the right age .. thinks for my age. thinks like an 18 yr old.. i don;t want to be stuck again.. i don't want to be someone they look behind. but it's good to be young forever. i mean its really good but i realized that i am going to be tired being young.. everyone , in their life had experienced loneliness, agony and pain.. but everyone can endure it .. then they realized .. nothing has changed. the world is still moving and the time is still flowing .