Today is my birthday. I turned 20... Feels strange not being a teenager anymore. Not necessarily bad, that age group gets a bad rep, but it's strange. When I was a kid I figured I would have my life set in stone by the time I was 20, but I'm really still just figuring it out. I'm glad to be through with those days though. High School sucked and all my "friends" turned out to be jerks. Plus I wasn't exactly Mr. Popularity -- I've never got drunk or high; When my friends were going to parties, I was going to church, or just hanging out at home. The people from my high school would call me a loser and say I'm missing out on something great by staying away from that stuff, and for never having a girlfriend. I guess I'm a little bummed out today. Not because I think turning 20 is bad, or that I regret not doing any of the things above, but I don't know. I guess I figured by the time I was 20 I would have done more with my time, have my life at least partially planned out. Turns out I am just sort of hanging out, which is OK I guess. But, I think God has a plan and maybe I'll start to figure it out before I turn 30. Well, I'm gonna buy myself something to brighten the day a bit. Have a good day everyone. :)